17.6.25

hii~ i was planning to post more stuff on here, but i guess that never happened, seeing as the only post here is a template post or whatever you would call it.

i wanted to use this blog for yapping about my daily life, my fifteen different wives (and counting) #yumecuck, and my original characters... so i'll get to that.

[ O1. daily life, random thoughts ]

unfortunately, nothing much happened today... i got sick, fell asleep for too long, and woke up to my sister and her girlfriend making out, like i always do during the weekdays. it happens on the weekends too, actually, albeit rarely, which i'm thankful for.

these days, i've been more active on an art account that i recently started using again. as someone who's currently hyperfixated on hypnosis mic, i found it a little difficult to get attention on my art posts, especially since most of the fans i know of live on the other side of the world.

surprisingly, i managed to crack the code on how to gain at least a bit of attention on that side of twitter, and it was to pretend i was white.

...........just kidding. kind of. i just have to schedule all of my art posts at, like, 1:40 in the morning and mentally prepare myself for the amount of notifications i'll get because everyone is active at midnight (in my timezone). no i don't mute notifications because that has been known to curse me constantly.

well. no matter how much i prepare myself, the amount of attention i get just by posting at unholy hours of the day will never cease to surprise me. i'm very grateful for the support, but you all scare me to no end.

[ O2. how do i make this about my wife? ]

to my surprise, a lot of people seem to not know about my fictional others... but what did i expect? i don't talk about them publicly anyway.

...anyway. the wife of the day (?) is jyushi aimono from hypnosis mic! she's not my first fictional other, but she's definitely one of my all-time favorites! i think i make it obvious enough that i really like her whenever i bring her up publicly, but in all honesty, that isn't the capacity of my insanity.

if you're really close friends with me, there's a chance you have me added on my discord and/or my main or deep private account. now, what have you noticed?

...yes, two out of three of my layouts are of jyushi. i am genuinely so obsessed with her, it's kind of unhealthy.

it's totally fine though, i think. she's the reason i started drawing consistently again, so i'm really thankful.

i'm sure she's not reading this, but hi anyway, honeybunny! i miss you a lot and i always think about you, and i hope you think about me too! thank you so much for being there for me during the pandemic when i was at my lowest, and i'm really hoping i get to repay you one of these days. you're absolutely the cutest, nicest, most attractive, and most talented person i know, and i'll never not spend at least a few hours of my day spoiling you with all the love and affection i could give you. as always, love you lots! 💗

( it's been us for so long... ~ 24.11.21 ~ 1,301 days. )

[ O3. the nonexistent nonsensical guidebook ]

like i said, i've always wanted to use this blog to yap about my original characters, but we all know that i never got to that. i had some other things to do and too many things to think about, and while this blog crossed my mind occasionally, it never really dawned on me that i could totally just use this blog to dump everything aligned to my characters like i initially intended to.

at the very least, i was finally able to remember the purpose of this blog! thank god for that. anyway, i shouldn't be wasting my time. hold on.

does anyone reading this still think about the band jyushi is in every now and then? how they barely have any content? how the other members' names and other information still remain unknown? how their appearances vary between media?

well, i do. far more often than i should. so of course i did something totally sane people do: make an original character for argoξorchestra.

i have tons of art of him, but i don't wanna show any of it to anyone. all of them look really bad and are only reserved for, like, five people. anyway, his name is nanjou kyoka. he's around jyushi's age (younger, i think), and he's argo's assigned weirdest person of all time. there are a lot of questionable things i made him do and continue to make him do, and it's probably not going to stop at him having an energy drink and no-nicotine vape addiction.

his backstory's still a bit rusty as of now, but basically he was abandoned by his parents at a really young age and given to a relative who barely did the bare minimum for him, and as a result, he grew up having this sort of resentment for adults.

before all of that, though, he was also quite traumatized at school. it wasn't that he was severely bullied or anything like that, but it was more like he was ostracized from everyone else over a misunderstanding. one would imagine that it would all be over after a year, but he was shunned by the rest of the students until he graduated from elementary school (6 years).

what was more baffling to him was that the ostracization somehow carried over to the middle school he moved to...? it wasn't as bad as his experience back in elementary, but that scarred him so badly that literally no one else wanted to talk to him anymore. aww so sad i cry.

uhhh anyway. despite everything, kyoka was able to make a friend somehow! how amazing! this friend's name was hikaru (surname unknown for now because i forgot), and he approached kyoka just outside the campus after hours.

for a few months, kyoka felt like his life was taking a turn for the better. he was finally able to experience doing things kids usually do—you know, hang out with friends? words couldn't explain how happy he felt about "living a normal life" for once, even though he constantly envied hikaru's musical ability and supportive family.

that kind of happiness didn't last very long, though, because not long after they scheduled their next hangout, hikaru was "suddenly" found dead in a ditch. kyoka isn't necessarily the violent type, but getting the news of his dearest friend's death triggered something in him. he's like one of those kids who go "you don't wanna make me mad. i see red."

anyway, things happened, and kyoka decided the best solution to this was beating the shit out of the culprits. is this danganronpa? i hope not.

can you tell i'm getting lazier? he gets an off-campus suspension, and after a while they decide that he's not fit to attend classes physically anymore, and it's either he looks for another school that'll let him attend physically or he stays in the same school but takes online classes instead. of course he didn't hesitate to choose the latter because that implies he doesn't need to go outside too often anymore. oh the joy.

i'm not done finalizing everything else that happens beyond that, but all you need to know's that he eventually gets recruited into argo as the second bassist by another character of mine who's essentially my sona for jyushi.

[ O4. i guess that's done? ]

as i'm getting lazier to write everything about this loser, my brain is also starting to get fried from how bright this screen is. and also because i keep getting sidetracked, my bad.

i guess it's fine, though, because i sure as hell did a lot of fun writing this post. i doubt i'm going to format my posts like this again in the future, though. i only did all this because i haven't posted anything on here at all.

anyway, despite the lack of quality, i hope anyone reading this enjoyed what i had to bring to the table for today. i'll write more soon. if i don't forget. trust me.

juno